the beginning of 2009 wicked sweet

2009 wicked sweet!

first of all happy new year! i love you guys!
omg! what away to start the new year????
it was good and bad.

good because of my lovely homies came to celebrate with me at my crib
bad because of all the drama that happened after midnight! ( whoever was there knew)

seriously why can't people just hold their liquor????!!!!
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS UNDER THE INFLUENCED OF ALCOHOL.
people say things they don't mean.(or actually they do say things that they mean.you know when you're like drinking everything is to be blamed on alcohol.the way you act.the things you say.so you know some people might actually take advantage of being high.IT"SCRAZY i tell you)

we ate.drank.laughed.cracked jokes! HIGHNESS! AWESOMEness!:)
i'm lovin' it!

so happy happy.suddenly you hear 10, 9.....5,4,3,2,1....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
we all looked at each other,oh ok! HAPPY NEW YEAR!
the hugs and kisses follows after!
everyone went around wishing.
POP!!!!!!!!

drinking drinking.shots.shots to the max!
ok! i feel its coming out! it just can't stay in!
(PUKED)
more like whatever just went in came out!.wasted that shot!
giggles.
ok! moreeeeeeeeeeee!


then blah blah for awhile....

this is where the bad part comes in! fighting fighting.crying crying.
things that are not meant to be said. was said!

then blah blah......end of BAD part!

cause guess who came???
took that fella long enough to come!

more drinking.but this time it was more subtle.
played a couple of games.laughed.giggled.
nipples were licked.chest was sucked licked.
ears were nibbled.lips were touch kiss.you name it we did it.
(credits to O's HORNY dice)
lovin' it again.

then thanks to Z's brilliant idea.
we all sang....
"Ide Ide Ide Ide aye........"
"your father so smelly...i think it's very true...he got big biceps...he think he very strong..."
"Ide Ide Ide Ide aye..."
"rav is so black...you cannot see her in the dark...but its ok...now is already morning...we can try to see her...HAPPY NEW YEAR..."

and on and on it goes..."Ide Ide Ide Ide Ide aye..."

the boys as usual were eating non stop! like from the time they came till what??? 7am?!

i was actually awake to smell the fresh air of the NEW YEAR!
as Issey said, "come on guys, this is the first morning of 2009! and we are actually up to see it.let's all try to take it in"

I absorbed that morning sunshine.i felt good!
the feeling of fresh morning dew of your face.the essence of a new year ahead.
the torture of school work ahead.the feeling of misery.
but wait.ILOVELIFE!
the happiness.friendships growing all year round.fun and excitement waiting for me!
just letting it all out.......i secretly shouted FREEDOM in my head!
I SMILED so widely inside no one could imagine the happiness i was feeling inside.

as i laid on my bed of the first morning of 2009.
i thought.i felt.i imagined.i remembered.
i SMILED myself to sleep.though the tears we invincible.

new year resolution: RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW! *I don't have one*
why?! i am happy with how life is treating me.and how it creates this whole new feeling inside of me.it's not happy nor sad or anger.it just feels right!
thank you!:)

i sign off gladly as a person with THAT FEELING inside.