when you say nothing at all...

i still wonder how life works without LOVE?

i watched twilight the other day.
and i sat and thought how LOVE develops into a story.
a whole new world.

I Need Love i told myself.

If only the movie/story becomes reality. i would be Amazing!
Way of life without it would seem impossible.

I just sat down.my imagination ran wild.
ok! maybe not. but just think about it. every girl wants her very own vampire!

I want my vampire!
NOT COMING TRUE. still a dream.
just thinking about him makes me SMILE inside.

Back to reality!

wait.
M and i still want our vampire!

ok.
I am trying my best to get my shit together.
really!
focus button switch ON pleaseeeee...

today, first marketing project meeting of the year!
i would say it was ok! we got stuff done.
our creativity exploded.a whole new concept for our webdesign came about.
all thanks to BEAN GIRL.

p.s Mir sorry i imagined BEAN GIRL with curly hair like Choo.LOLS:)
so funny!

the stupid song's still in my head...
"Ide Ide Ide Ide Ide aye...."
pause.

the best is yet to come

the countdown to my 19th birthday begins
so near yet so far.
41days.
i feel old.OMG! NO.........!
i want to stay 18 forever!
maybe i should get bitten by Edward, then i can be immortal.
then again like Mir said,"i want to see what i look like when i'm 25"
i wonder.

omg! sudden thought!

I MISS KC

ok.maybe not so sudden.because i was thinking of all the school kids going back on their first day.

i miss having to wake up early and changing into a uniform leaving my house WITHOUT MAKE-UP!
OMG! total SIN!
i miss my KC bitches. if only we were in the same poly???!!!???
kudos to all-Dash,Mary,Xuan,Bee,Jo,Glad,Shahrom,Rashid,tabi,sue,mika.
KC REUNION SOON PLS!
i miss wearing a uniform, morning assembly and pray.
i think i can't remember how to say the pledge?!
and i hardly pray now, just on sundays in church. i think?
i miss cheap canteen food!
the advantage of being a student in uniform!
talk about BUS FARE!
BURN! BURN!
No money!
I miss my teachers.
i miss being a chairperson.

Responsible.Reliable.Confident

But hey!
i am lovin' poly!
it's working out for me.
omg! i totally forgot to express my happiness for the new canteen in sch!
Next to FMS block! omg!
yes people! next to our block!

It's like a dream come true. a magical place!.....MAKAN PLACE!

it's gonna be my new fav place in school.
it has subway! SUBWAY!:)

we shall have happy times there.

enough.FULLSTOP.

the feeling inside me still shimmers.right there.in my heart.