It's the eve of the last day of 2008!

happiness.sadness.excitement.joy.love& peace.

ok! so i totally haven't blogged for ages! cause i've been really, i dunno what do you call it? BUSY!?

lets see if i still got it.
i am thanking.
yupp that's what i'll talk about first, THANKS!

2008 has been wonderful, i still remember what i did last NYE, and what i did after *winks winks*
and with who.
it was fun and subtle.
drink.drank.drunk.

but not too drunk.

for all the awesome friends i made this year in NP. ILOVEYOUGUYS. and to all the random ones i made too i am lovin it'.

let's see if i can get everyone's name:

ORPHANAGE: marcus, eugene & huiting

BRAdarhood: marcus, kin yunn, valerie, jill, lydia, zach, xuan

Classmates: marissa, lavinna, swing, danny, natalie, justine, meljane, yogi, luke, don, nerizza, alyssa, gage, joyce, gerladine, i think that's all???
*ps. we only have like 2 months more together:(

mcm mates: ej, yj, nigel, mellu, rui yi, vannessa, tessa, amiril, atiqah, emeline...etc... so many i can't get all the names!
basically the whole of mcm la!

NP friends/homies: justin,syahmi, tim, izzad, faris, jasper, axel........the list goes on!

AWESOMEness!
iheartyou'llmanymany!:)

Now for flashback:

Jan: hmm.... i dunno just going out and going out with xuan and all.
the crazy stuff we use to do everyday. the tuesday gelare dates with dean. i am still missing it!

Feb: oh course the best month ever cause of my awesome 18th Bday bash. *i think i got like high* if i can remember.the night i met *winks winks* we shook hands as he introduced himself at my party, it was like this...."hey! thanks for coming i'm germmmaaainnneeeee" (i threw up)
okok! i know total embarrasment! but he still stayed over night man!:)
presents.presents!yay!:)

March: a new chapter of my life begins with YOUKNOWHO and YOUKNOWWHAT happened that night in who's house? *not so drama la* and it wasn't a HOMERUN if that's what you're thinking! nothing like that.
i was nice.sleeping in the arms of angel.LOLS:)OMG!

April: New school.new friends.a whole new start:) but i am staring to love it and hate it at the same time!

May till like December: Clubbing.clubbing.clubbing....party.party.party.school.school.friends.outings.movies...bLAH BLAH BLAH.....the usual:)

"Right here.Right NOW!"
"Can you imagine what could happen if we could have any dream? I wish this moment is our to own it and that it will never leave.
Then i would thank that star that made our wish come true.
Cause you know that where you are is where i should be too.
Right here right now i'm looking at you and my heart looks at you.
cause you mean everything.
Right here, i promise you somehow, tomorrow can wait and some other day to be.
cause right now there's you and me."
*i totally changed some words, but who cares?*

that's what we should all be thankful for, Right here! Right now!

2008 is coming to an end, but 2009 is here! awaiting us, or should i say we're awaiting it!
the new adventures coming ahead.

I AM COMING FOR YOU!

and as i sing myself to sleep. i will tear and remember everything you have already given me.
the times i had.i will cherish.and i will slowly close my eyes and dream of the wonder that this place has shown me.
and i will wake up again.As my eyes try to open after hours of sleep.i will SMILE:)
smile that i know i have another tomorrow!
and more tomorrows...