"the germaine and the kurt"
well,actually i wanted to start a blog in the beginning of the year but i never got down to doing so. only until yesterday when marissa my BFF in class told me that she too started a new blog. so i was like hEY! i think i better get down to doing mine too. So this entry was something i wrote when i first got my mac book and as u can see it was dated 20/03/08.
HOW DO YOU DEFINE A FRIEND? IS IT THE WAY YOU TWO CAN TALK, LAUGH AND CRY TOGETHER OR THE WAY YOUR EYES SPARLKE WHEN THEY SEE EACH OTHER? OR IS IT THE FEELING OF COMFORT YOU FEEL WHEN YOU’RE ARONUD THEM? SOME SAY IT’S THE SIMPLE SMILE AND HUG YOU GET AT ONCE WHEN YOU MEET THEM! WELL, TO ME IT’S DIFFERENT.ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE MYSELF.THAT I DON’T HAVE TO TRY OR PRETEND WHEN I’M AROUND.THEY’VE GOT TO UNDERSTAND ME AND MY WAYS.THEY HAVE TO MAKE ME SMILE AND FEEL THAT THER’RE NO TOMORROW.
OH WELL, SPEAK OF THE SUN THAT SHINES OR THE WIND THAT BLOWS THROUGH YOUR HAIR. DOES THAT ALL REALLY MATTER? OR THE WAY EVERYONE JUST FOLLOWS TRENDS.YOU MAY NOT UNDERSTAND ME.BUT WHO CARES? THE SUN STILL SHINES.THE RAIN COMES DOWN.THE WIND BLOWS.AND HACK WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE! HE OR SHE IS NEVER ARONUD WHEN YOU NEED THEM.THEY JUST COME AND GO.LIKE WAVES THAT COME WITH THE TIDE.THEY SWAY IN AND OUT. AND RELEASE WHEN THEY’RE NOT NEEDED.
STOP TRYING IT JUST DOESN’T FEEL RIGHT.WE ALL KNOW THAT IT DOESN’T EXIST.THE MEANINIG OF LIFE AND WAY THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON.LET’S JUST PUT IT THIS WAY.LIFE HAPPENS.WE GROW IN AND OUT OF THINGS.WE LEARN.WE ACCEPT.WE FORGET.WE FORGIVE.WE REJECT.WE LOVE.WE SHARE.WE FIGHT.WE CRY.
WHATEVER IT IS WE’RE ALL STILL HERE ALWAYS WILLING TO CHANGE AND RUNAWAY FROM THE PAST.BUT IT ALWAYS GETS BACK TO US AND HAUNTS US.WE CAN’T GET AWAY NO MATTER HOW FAR WE RUN.IT JUST KICKS US IN THE BUTT.WE’LL DEAL WITH IT! AND TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT LIFE IS WHAT IT IS! :)
SPECTRUM OF MEMORIES THAT FLOW THROUGH THE MIND LIKE IT WAS JUST YESTERDAY.
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