I fell inlove the moment i heard you...

I fell inlove when i heard you...

She was lost in so many different ways
Out in the darkness with no guide
I know the cost of a losing hand
Never thought the grace of god go high

I found heaven on earth
You were my last, my first
And then here this voice inside

I've been alone
When i'm surrounded by friends
How could the silence be so loud
But i still go home knowing that i've got you
There's us when the lights go down

You are my heaven on earth
You are my hunger, my thirst
I always hear this voice inside

Sometimes love can come and pass you by
While your busy making plans
Suddenly hit you and then you realize
It's out of your hands, baby you got to understand

You are my heaven on earth
You are my last, my first
And then i hear this voice inside

I know...
Okay! since i started work at beach hut i haven't been blogging much!
Due to the fact that i work and go out after that. I've been spending money alot on drinks! I SHOULD STOP! WASTE MONEY!!! i should go shopping! restock my wardrobe for sem 2!
Young dickies on the way! Hopefully NP mass comm have recruited the right type of boys for me! yummy:)
Why is everyone going overseas??
MIR I MISS YOU:)
So working is the only thing that can keep my mind off not having my EFF BFF to hang out with and not having that fool to talk to on the phone. Few days ago my PM on msn was " I am moving on" in a sense of not having to care much about that someone. Why bother right? change of focus. Not just in the love section, just in life generally! Moving on to year 2 of Mass Comm torture! BLEAKNESS i swear! SO that gets to my point where i miraculously passed all my modules! WHOOTS! My T105 homies celebrated our results and a chillable night in town at alley bar! *drinking again* that night mir and i were this close to doing *AHEM AHEM* *winks*
i mean i told myself, at least once in my life i would try and since *Chris had something something something that night, why not? Mir and i waited at the Sex Park while *Chirs got the dough...waited waited...getting late...it was like 1am plus got tired of waiting so we posted the event till you get back mir! anyways, we needed like ample time for our highness to go away. considering mir and i will go freaking WHOOOZZZZZYYYY...

Monday night...
Dinny invited his homies to celebrate his 18th birthdayy at Timbre substation!
The plan: To get Dinny Drunk! CHEERS! (we almost succeeded, he couldn't walk straight after that)
oh ya! to whoever actually reads this! NEVER GO THERE AND DRINK!
they give you pussy drinks! motherfucker of a bartender! i swear i was this close to getting in a fist fight with him!
almost all the drinks we ordered was like shit, dam weak! especially the kamikaze shooters! freaking tasted like lime juice to me!
however, dinny had loads of drinks that night, let's see...
black Russian, one pint beer, long island ice tea, couples of shooters, frozen lime Margarita..etc..
*peektures below*

It dawned on me that I AM VERY LUCKY! WE ARE VERY LUCKY!

Look at this old man! he was sleeping by the road side at bugis, drooling like crap shit on myself! * Marcus i still think you're dam bastard to take this photo*
HAHAHA! Marcus Choo you will be like that in 50 years! this man will come haunting you ah!

So anyways, when i went to work today there was a new trainee, she's from the Philippines and she's only 19 years old same as me. Can you imagine? at that age you have to leave your family, your life there just to come work to support yourself and your family.
There was this look on her face, it wasn't the shy i am new face. It was more of the I HAVE TO DO THIS! I HAVE TO WORK! I HAVE TO BE HERE IN THIS FOREIGN COUNTRY! the look that said, working here will help my family have a better life! And behind that little smile she had on was alot of pain and alot of worries...

And what am i doing? what are we doing? I mean okay! i am working part-time to be independent. but seriously...i am like partying, studying, going out...enjoying life! And this girl could be doing the same as me the same as all of us, but no! she's leaves her hometown to a place she's never been. just so she can help her family and herself to get a better life!:(


Bleak! as i may sound until now! Last night was an awesome night!:)
peekturrreeesssss:)

Marcus says, "show me you're a tiger!'
he was high! usual red in the face after a few sips of beer

when K and i have the camera focus on us! we go wild!

Did i mention we ditched Timbre and made our way to haji cos we decided to have shisha and continue our mission to get Dinny drunk!
as usual i couldn't stop laughing at the fact Dinny couldn't walk straight!
people! we walked from substation to haji! freaking haji!

"EEEEEWWW! that was what was going on in my head MARCUS! Act strong boy only!"
yuck!HAHA

CHEERS! to the little boy who's turned 18th!
i swear he went to the toilet lie 10 times that night.LOL:)

"BRAdarhood reunited once again for a night of fun and giggles"
it's been a long time since i saw K and M:)
ilovemyhomeboys;)

LOOK AT THE SO CALLED SHOOTERS!

Cos it's ladies night and the feelings right...
ooohhhh yeaaahhhhh....
last wednesday..
S.w and I decided to go mambo, but of course we had a plan to get free drinks the whole night, so KIASU as we could get, we lined up for phuture chops as early as 830pm and then we headed to clarke quay to get free drinks from arena and attica. We were in luck my KC bitches Jo and Bee also decided to club, so we joined forces, since they were clubbing with some of their friends! had a couple of lychee martinis at arena 5 if i remember? then headed to attica for champagne and housepours!
I PUKED! it was super funny! i freaking showered the floor at attica with puke after 5 martinis and 3 champagne and 1 bourbon coke, i was like....
i think i am going to throw up....
*turns around and puked* too late for the toilet

oh wells, it was an awesome night after all, since we headed back to Zouk for more drinks, jagerbomb baby! ONE FOR ONE!!!

Oh ya! Sorry michelle you had my puke on you dress! ooooppps!

I am moving on. Bored again at home!

I was so bored at home last week before i got the job at the IT SHOW.
but now that it's over. i am officially bored with life again. not until camp starts!:)
yay! i get to see my homies again:)

I was on duty to recruit freshies for FMS FOC'09 "PIRATES":)
and like guess what? OMG! my cousin is in mass comm too. you go joel:)
he'll be like my junior!
i saw a couple of people at the convention center yst!
but this one fella caught my eye. i don't know why?
OMG! i swear he's got such a cute ass. not mentioning names though i so totally know his name. i remember him from last year's s*p*r* camp. he was one of the GLs, but something about him yesterday just caught my attention. i was so shy! *blushes*

"i am moving on"

and guess what???!!!! i was going through my FB account! and checking out photos and all. and he's like my FRIEND:):) i remember this guy adding me some time back. but i totally confused him with another guy! he has the same name of course as the guy i took him to be. i thought he was *** from TP. and when i went to his account! it says we're already friends:) HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH! i am such a loser la!

"come on baby light my fire....."

he's ass is so so cute! *GRABBIINNNNNGGGGGGGG*

and Mir has met her soul mate. and it was fate that she met him again at Cine, when we went there after school to watch COMING SOON! i swear! fucking scarrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy!
mir and i screamed like mad! we were kept in suspense throughout the movie!
THE HORROR.THE HORROR!
and it was also fate that i saw "Mr KIV" there:)

seriously! go watch it! awesome show!
i was freaked out for the first time in my life!
and the worst part when i got home, my lil sis just got back from her school trip to Cambodia.
and she was telling us all the WEIRD GHOSTLY things that happened at the Hotel she stayed at.
it was so creepy! She even brought back the evidence!
she brought her little card rosary with her, just for protection. *my parents and grandparents very holy*
she left the card rosary on the dressing table at the hotel the night before. and when she got up the next morning. she found it there BROKEN INTO HALF!!!!!!!
OMG! SHIT! I SWEAR! FREAKY RIGHT????!!!!
I SUPPOSE WHATEVER WAS THERE HAUNTING THE ROOM OR THE HOTEL.tried to test her faith!


sent shivers down my spine.

NEVER MISS A WORD!

omg omg! YAY:) i got like hired for like the first time in so many interviews!:):):)
i know i'm only going to be working 4days! But it's better then nothing!
THANKS MED! luckily got up to reply to your 1am call:):):) and waking up and getting our ass for the interview at 9.30am was so worth it:)

we entered the office thinking we were going to sell THUMBDRIVES!!!!
but it turned out to be THE PULSE SMART PEN!
i swear people, it was the scariest job interview i have ever been in my life!!!!!
we had to freaking SELL the product to the interviewer!
The PEN is AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!
it's pretty expensive but i swear it's like you mini robot!
NEVER MISS A WORD!
i was so nervous pitching the idea to him! but i tried my best!
after the interview he said he'll call back!
and YES! he did:)

i think it was because i went to church on a weekday!
and sat in for mass!
talking about that! we were walking by Our Lady of Lourdes church in bugis, when med's brilliant idea a great sense of curiosity lead her to say, "OMG! I WANNA GO INTO A CHURCH AND SEE WHAT IT'S LIKE".....
so we went, being as Holy as i could, i tried to explain what goes on during mass. Jan and i were expressing how we always thought ALTAR BOYS are like Hot and Cute!:):):)
i mean not all of them, but like most of them are. they look so innocent standing up at the altar being all holy and listening to the word of god!

next on our journey to like spending the day wondering bugis! we walked to haji lane after we escaped mass! i mean, we stayed till the end of the homily!
i brought med and jan to house of japan at haji lane!
and we made her try on the most hideous dresses!LOLS:)
so funny ah!!! i got pictures on FB. go check them out! (HAHA! lazy to upload here!)

we then headed to LA SALLE where we spent the entire day lying on grass and crashing art classes!:)
like seriously! we met up with friends from there, who showed us around and let us crash their classes!
and i swear i had like a 10 minute NAP on the grass which is like the coolest area in the school.
it's like FAKE GRASS! and people just lie there using their lappies and some even sleep! LIKE ME! dam shiok!:)

so i might not be posting anything for the next few days cause i'll be busy busy working:)
but for tomorrow......
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LAVINNA! I LOVE YOU:)
finally legal:) yay! i am going to bring you clubbing! i don't care! must come!

LAVINNA THE HAIR:)

Rain Rain go away.We're going on adventure!:)

Our plans got all screwed cos of the rain!
i didn't sleep much last night. in fact i haven't been sleeping much the past few nights cos i just can't sleep!
last night i had to shove earphones in my ears and blasted the music so loud to put myself to sleep.
it was almost 4 in the morning when i went into a deep sleep.
mr.man texted in the morning to tell me he was going to KL.dam it! why is everyone enjoying themselves? and i am stuck here with no job! no money!:(
BLEAKNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!

Plans for the day:
-meet W for "supposed job hunting in town (didn't work out.cos it was raining)
-go cycling and spend the day at east coast (didn't work out either)
-play pool at parkway with Mir twins, ej and med and friends (NAH!)
-go bowling with the Mir twins and med and friends. (CHECKED:)

BOOOWLLLLIIINNNNGGGGGG!!!
yupp! so we decided on bowling since it was indoors and it was on the list for "THINGS WE NEED DO TO DURING THE HOLIDAYS".
W didnt want to come cos she's not that into it. darn! i haven't seen her for ages. and i miss her:) our plans always somehow get screwed up!
but bowling at marine cove was FUN:) i wore a hoody to keep a low key. considering the fact that beach hut was just around the corner and i haven't gone there for more since October last year! it's as though i ditched that work place. but come on! i can't work Sunday mornings!

Med was so funny when she bowled she kept on with a new technique everytime it was her turn and everytime she missed she was like , "I GIVE UP LA. this game is not for me"
"The boys were obviously better! IDIOTS! stupid male strength!"
i tried my best:) OMG! but the funny thing was that when i ACTION ACTION TOOK THE HEAVIER BALL, I WAS JUST ABOUT TO AIM AND THROW THE BOWL FLEW BACK.AND ROLLED BACK!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA:)
luckily Brother Mir was there to stop the ball with foot.Med's ball flew back also.Certified BIMBO:)
after bowling we decided to go to the arcade nearby to play DDR. ok! i know it may sound fucking ah lian and beng all but. it;s fun when u do stuff you don't usually do.
Mir failed at DDR but brother Mir was expert!!! ( i swear he plays it like all the time. since he was so good. like so kind of secret hobby.LOL:)

so to the part where we WENT ON ADVENTURE!
we headed to starbucks at the old big splash.
the 4 girls were left.
then our brilliant plan to go to Parkway for diner led to our adventure.....
I mean parkway was just across the expressway and all we had to do was walk through the under pass.

on our journey to the nearest underpass.
OUR MUSIC VIDEO was in process. "COME ON OVER COME ON OVER BABY........"
we tried out best with sexy moves and leaning against the wall.mir and med not bad not bad. i think it's in the blood:) U'll DRY HUMPING THE WALL.hahahahahahahahahahahhahaah!
after walking through the underpass and getting out!
THERE WAS NO PATHWAY TO PARKWAY! IT WAS ALL JUST GRASS! FUCK! WE TOOK THE WRONG UNDERPASS IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE AFTER! CCB!
being as daring and as bimbo as we could be. we decided to walk on the grass to the end! WHICH WAS ACTUAL A FUCKING LONG DISTANCE! MIND YOU PPL WERE LOOKING AT US IN THEIR CARS FROM THE ECP!
WE LOOKED LIKE ESCAPE CONVICTS RUNNING AWAY! HOT ESCAPING BIMBOS ON A HIKE!

but....through all the wining and complaining about how we HAVE to walk a the grass which might even have SNAKES....
WE HAD BUSES OF FANNS WATCHING OUR ADVENTUROUS JOURNEY TO PARKWAY!
ARMY BOYS YA'LL! BUSES LOADS OF THEM THAT PASSED BY ONE AFTER THE OTHER. HORNY ARMY BOYS! *HORNY SMILE*
i love it ah! they like wave waved at us. all their faces wondering what the HELL we WERE DOING WALKING ALONG THE ECP ON GRASS!
so we happily happily waved and smiled back! laughing our asses off!

the worst is yet to come!

when we reached the end of the pastures! THERE WAS NO FUCKING ENTRY! LIKE IT WAS A FREAKING LONGKANG! NO WAY OF US CROSSING OVER TO PP!
WE WERE ALL LIKE I AM NOT FUCKING WALKING BACK ON THE GRASS!
LUCKILY, THE WAS A PATHWAY ALONG THE LONGKANG. SO WE TOOK THE RISK AGAIN!
WE WALKED TO THE END! BUT THE ONLY WAY WE COULD GET OUT WAS THE CLIMB OVER THE FUCKING RAILINGS WHICH WERE QUITE HIGH!
BUT WAIT.....
WE SAW A FUCKING DEAD DOG! LIKE IT'S BODY! BUT NO FUR!
IT WAS REALLY SMALL. BUT THE MOUTH WAS OPEN AND IT HAD TEETH. IT LOOKED SO SCARY, "GGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRR" AS THOUGH IT WAS GROWLING AT US.
AND AND! MIR ACTUALLY TOUCHED IT WITH HER FOOT! GROSS!

I SWEAR THE DOG IS GOING TO HAUNT HER!

med was so funny climbing over the railings. she was the last! and mind you'll they were NO GUYS TO HELP us! just us 4 girls.
it was like some kind of obstacle! we were so relief when we got over! like finally! PARKWAY! it was like heaven seeing that place!

can you imagine! SO ADVENTUROUS right?????!!!!

we did a BIMBO cheer after we accomplished our Journey!:)

"LIKE GGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOO UUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSS:):):):):)"

A HOUSE IS A MACHINE FOR LIVING IN!

my godma's shophouse in joo chiat.totally vintage.it's empty or being rented out cause she's in Atlanta with her american husband who i have never met! just seen photos. but i would love love love to buy it some day:)

A house???!!!
yes! people! i want my own house this is my plan:

by 21 years old: finish poly.get job.earn money.get into uni after i've earned enough.mean while rent a house or flat.stay on my own or maybe with a friend.

i smell sweet FRRREEEEEEDDDDOOOOMMMMMMMM!:)

i still remember in secondary school, my bitches and i always talked about renting a place and living together:) so cool right?
but seriously! i want to move out! it's not a bad thing like i have to do it immediately.it's just that i want to be independent.like really independent!
i m practically independent now.just that i'm broke as hell!
i mean i use my money to buy everything.like the only thing my dad pays for is my school fees, gives my money for food and transport.
I BUY MY OWN STUFF! i finance my clubbing expenditure.i pay my own bills.i buy my own clothes etc.....
it's been like this since when? since i was sec3???
so i'm really use to the fact that everything i purchase is from my hard earn cash!
but now.... I AM BROKE! i have never ever been as broke as i am in my entire life!
I HAVE NO JOB for like now during the hols.so as you know i am suffering like hell.
i have so many birthdays coming up.Sorry i guys!:) i owe you'll:)

LIFE'S A BITCH!

talking about a HOUSE being a MACHINE for living....
i have a routine. stay home every other day.that means go out every other day.
that will keep my expenditure LOW! And I REALLY NEED TO GET OUT!
i will kill myself if i stayed home everyday!
DIE OF BOREDOM!
i wake up just in time for lunch.after lunch i'm online doing i don't know what???!!!
depressing about life half the time! depressing about how i don't have job.depressing about how i have no money! TIMES ARE BAD!
watch over and over again movies i've watched like a million times and series of shows like 90210 and gossip girl over and over again on my mac.
"SERIOUSLY GIRL, GET A LIFE!"
and the days' like that everyday if i'm at home...blah blah blah!
and i can't sleep early! earliest 2am!
oh! and i just realised that i have a problem! a serious problem.
i'm addicted to going online and like facebook!
really!

tried tidying my room.didn't work out! i'm only half done.
went through all my old stuff. looking through old photos.
and that's when i decided to create a group for my KC class:)
one way all of us can keep in contact. since we've all gone our separate ways.

been meeting up with the KC bitches lately! but one or two's always MIA.
now that we're all on holiday we're trying to catch up on our lives.

KC gang bang! let's see...out of the 11 of us...
3 of us are UNATTACHED!
i am one of them.the rest all have bfs.
GGGRRRRRRRRR! i need man! shit!
i know we're all the same like horny and cheeky and bitchy!
so we're always comparing who's done what with who???
*winks winks*
*major make-out session needed asap*

(KC promise: Keep virginity till 21. If not meet at St.Pats bus stop when the whole gang's turned 21 and everyone spill the beans! whoever's still a virgin CERTIFIED VirginMary and the rest certified WHORES) lols:)

imissmyguybestfriend. you know who you are.where ever you are!
you haven't called or texted. i have no clue where you are. your line is always cut. you just strayed into the wrong crowd.and i miss you kurty boy!:(
when am i ever going to see you again?!
you made a promise to me.but it looks like you didn't keep it.
I HATE YOU for making me HATE YOU for making me feel this way.
i miss the random phone calls at 2 in the morning.and all the other random things we used to talk about. you're my MIA bestfriend.always have and always will be that way.it's been 2 months since i last heard from you.i think i have moved on.HAVE I? i don't know...
*Coffin scene*

back to having a really BLEAK LIFE.
i read my horoscope.and i know it's not always true but whenever i do read it.it somehow fits into what's happening in my life right now.weird!

7th March, Aquarius :"Don't let your best ideas suffer thanks to some other ideas that you're just hanging on to for old time's sake. It's one of those days when you need to clear your queue, but it can be pretty hard to do so.
Today :"Try not to get too worked up over your latest relationship glitch. These things happen and today's is just a sign that things are working normally, not your cue to panic or abandon ship!
(http://horoscopes.astrology.com/dailyaquariustom.html)

"I'm not always comfortable with subtle"

I AM A PERSON & PEOPLE GROW:)

iwasborn12thFebruary1990

my 19th birthday.

at the stroke of midnight the messages were flowing in.
phone calls from my two besties in the world:)
thanks guys:)

Birthday Wishes For My Friend

On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle
on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.
I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,
or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.
I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to
enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.
I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life and fill it with joy.
Happy Birthday!
By Joanna Fuchs

I had to go to school for the LAST TUTORIAL CLASS OF YEAR ONE!
believe it or not.but it was nice:)
was welcomed to school with bday gifts from my homies.
THANK YOU'LL:)
i loved them all.
they planned a mini bday celebration for me at haji lane.so fun!
it was just us.we had the whole room to ourselves.
D&N feel inlove with the owner.cos he was supposedly HOT!
okay! ya he was!:):):)

SMILES 19 year old girl:)

check out what's written on the cake, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXY GERMAINE"
the cake was ever so yummy.
according to nirmalan he said he had the same cake for his birthday also.HAHA:)

omg! haha i look like a small girl cutting her cake.
awwwwww...

my LOVES of ngee ann poly mass comm T105:)
without you'll in school i don't know what to do!
next sem we will no longer be in the same class:(
how now brown cow?

THE FEBRUARY GIRLS:)
meloveyouthamsiwing
aka
facebookhusband:)


My 19TH:)


"OLD AGE IS A WOMAN'S HELL"

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THERE ARE SO FEW WHO CAN GROW OLD WITH A GOOD GRACE

OK! It's been ages since i've last blogged!

HOLIDAYS!:)
My last post was ages ago! LIKE OMG!
ok! i may sound BIMBO. but i am so not!
Mir, tell them we're like a GUY GIRL. we totally buddy with like everyone.like i'm a guy's buddy! This is way mir and i don't have boyfriends.we're just too cool for everyone.
but we know, we each have our special someone. as in we're EYEing!
WE LOVE DICKS:)
okay, maybe just me! horny as it may sound. ilovethem.not dicks literally!
gosh!
just boys!ilovethem ah! HOT ONES!:) yumyum:)

back to why i am even blogging,
since i'm officially on holiday now!
I HAVENOLIFE.NOMONEY.NOJOB.
basically LIFE IS BLEAK!

i have been contemplating blogging for the past few weeks but i was just too lazy and maybe because i have been going out everyday and clubbing my life away,
until today! COS' I HAVE NO MONEY!:(

i have gone for a couple of job interviews.oKAY! maybe just 3! but like HELLO! it's a recession period NO ONE IS HIRING!
and some companies are just RACIST! like the one my homies and i went yesterday AT OUB centre building.whatever! just because we were the only COLOURED people in the room!
WE ARE FUN AND COOL AND ENTHUSIASTIC!:)
and i bet we are like the only ONES WHO ACTUALLY SPEAK FLUENT ENGLISH!
*back at you*
according to Mir, we happened to be the most good looking people in the room!
HONEST! *cross my heart and swear to die*

Depress as we were.RETAIL THERAPY always works for anyone.
i decided to join Med and her homies to LITTLE INDIA but before that we all got our asses to Peninsula for some jamming sessions with Yj and gang.which i didn't get to see.because i was busy wasting my money on a plate of THE WORST HOKKIEN MEE in the world!
FYI: it was from FUNAN IT mall Food Junction!
and like Hokkien Mee's one of my favourite local dishes:(
but my tummy was ever so satisfied with NAAN for little india for dinner.yummmy:)

Alot has been happening in my life. I just turned 19 like 3 weeks ago.I FEEL OLD!:(
but life has got to go own! there are loads of pictures i haven't uploaded here cos they're all on my FB:) that thingy is so efficient.iloveit. and as everyone knows my friendster is so dead! DEAD!

Oh ya! i am proud to say i have conquered MASS COMM year ONE!
ONE HECTIC YEAR! now just waiting for results.gosh! i hope i don't repeat any modules.
and the worst part is that i'm so HAPPY:) with my current classmates! with my new poly homies!
and now when school reopens in April. We'll have new classmates! BLEAKNESS!(ruiyi you are rubbing off me)
i got to stop!

i decided i will have individual post for all the stuff i did but didn't blog about:)

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"One can never be too thin or too rich"